There are days when I find it a challenge to put into words the tangled mess that was my emotional, or lack of emotional relationship with my mother. The impact was long lasting as there was zero information in my early years of seeking answers, but now we have genuine answers for mothers who were emotionally unavailable to us from our earliest moments of life.
For me, the trauma began before conception happened. Both sides of my family, in each generation, experienced significant abandonment trauma. My maternal great grandmother left 4 young girls in the middle of nowhere and no one can recall how long they were there on their own. My maternal grandmother, one of these young girls, was impacted internally so significantly that she never bonded with my mother, and my mother carried that bitterness to her grave.
My paternal great grandmother left my grandmother in a paid position in an orphanage. The damage was so intense for my grandmother that she literally couldn't talk to me about it. The closest she came was admitting to me that she never had a friend because she was in a paid position, not an actual orphan. I can barely imagine her pain. Her father abandoned her as well, as did her first husband, leaving her with 3 kids, one of which was my father.
Arriving at my conception, as you can see, are already multiple generations of abandonment and unresolved trauma. I'm 5th generation Australian and we can be sure that the abandonment didn't just start from what I know. History repeats itself until we make a stand for change.
My mum and dad decided to marry after my conception, and it didn't last. My mum abandoned me a number of times physically and continually throughout my life. What mother asks her daughter to deny that she's her daughter? What mother never shows up for her daughter, refuses to help with her periods, sends the daughter to the doctor on her own, tells her she's not cleaning the shower right, but can't tell me why or how, loves on her 3 sons and when she's dying still can't say "I love you" to her one and only daughter?
If you're here you know the list goes on and on and it's painful. Part of the pain is the rejection and part of the pain is I was left with zero sense of self, zero sense of how to be a woman, zero ability to feel feminine and strong, but left with lots of ability to anticipate and meet every other persons wants and needs.
I remember one Christmas mum asking me what I wanted for Christmas and I had NO clue. What child in today's world has no clue what they want for Christmas? That'd be us, the ones with no sense of self, no self esteem and no self worth. The challenging part of all this was it was all done openly and I was the one with the problem according to the rest of the family.
I know you're here because this happened to you as well. The difference is we want a life, a whole life, we want more for the generations coming after us and we want to raise children who are heart conscious and full of life. But first us.
All the information in this Masterclass will set you on the road of internal discovery that we need to break the chains, break the generations of abandonment handed down to us, the generations of zero emotional connections and emotional language and family rules where if we spoke up we were not accepted as part of the family.
I can personally guarantee every ounce of effort you put into reclaiming your your sense of self gets paid back in full with our children breaking the cycles we begin. All three of my now adult children are not only emotionally intelligent, kind, caring individuals, they all know how to do their internal work because they watched me and they learnt.
Your children are watching and they will learn with you. This investment is priceless.
1 Instructional Video detailing the 8 areas of Impact we experience with a Narcissistic Mother, video of the still face experiment, details of how we are impacted internally at the neurological level and the impact on my health
Ebook: Information from the Video and Questions for Personal Reflection to increase internal self awareness and identify any areas requiring more self discovery and recovery including pages for written reflection
Details for Your Next Steps
Pdf: How to Handle an Emotional Response
Pdf: How Emotional Abuse Works
Pdf: How to Build Confidence
When does the Masterclass start & finish?
The course starts now and is available whenever you are ready, always. The benefit of being online is you pace yourself, it literally fits into your daily life.
How long do I have access to the Masterclass?
How does lifetime access sound? After enrolling, you have unlimited access to this course for as long as you like - across any and all devices you own.
Can I use the Masterclass whilst working with a Professional?
Yes. Taking in your notes and observations to your Mental Health Care professional will help you progress through therapy.
What if I am unhappy with the Masterclass?
We would never want you to be unhappy! If you are unsatisfied with your purchase, contact us in the first 7 days and we will give you a full refund.
“Linda I have to tell you I have been in Complex PTSD therapy and an intensive therapy like hospital IOP which in the States is intensive outpatient. I always refuse to go inpatient because my colleagues would know I was there as I was a high level nurse in the hospital and everyone knew me. When I was working and everything was hidden away in my brain from my childhood I was making way over six figures and I spent over $20,000 out of pocket back then trying to get the best help I could but it didn't work. That was in addition to my insurance which was high level. I have been in therapy for over 20 years and I have to tell you...you are the first person who has given me hope... For a normal life and being triggered is not the end of the world. I wanted to thank you for all you do. I am so blessed to have met you because you've really helped me. I am slowly becoming the person I always hoped I could be. Much love and heartfelt appreciation. ”D. Morrison RN PHD Connecticut, U.S.
“Today I got triggered. AND, thanks to Linda Meredith's amazing course I was able to get a huge understanding of what I'm going through and deal with it so that my negative feelings don't linger much longer. This awareness is priceless. She is a solid coach and I highly recommend her courses and one on one coaching to whoever wants to deal with their challenge. Truly, thank you Linda.”B.T. Bangkok, Thailand
“Yours is an entirely new concept specifically designed for CPtsd. It also shows me logically how I am the master of my life. That I have the power to create my own road map of recovery to remission. The process is structured and manageable. It gives me strength and confidence knowing I am the master of my life. Thank you for choosing to share all that you do and are with us.”D.Z. California, U.S.
“I've learned more from 25 minutes of this woman than all the years of therapy that I've had combined, since diagnosis. I went through a 6 week program on PTSD, did nothing. No, that's not true, it confused me even more. Made it worse in a way. I am obsessed enough about my recovery that I was able to maintain my attention until the end and understand what you were saying! (I also suffer ADHD). I have no doubts my recovery will be going a lot faster now because of you! I've saved your video and plan to watch it a few more times. Your analogies were perfect in explanation, for me. So, thank you again."”B.L. Tennessee, U.S.
“I just thought there was no hope for me. For the first time I have some hope because of your courses. I'm so grateful I found you because I've had Complex Ptsd for over 30 years. I'm in the medical field and over 30 years of therapy has not helped. I find your methodology helping me more than anything I've ever tried, so thank you!”D.M. Connecticut, USA
“Before I met Linda my life was at such a low point. I didn't know where to turn or what to do. I had tried Therapists and it was like being on a Merry-Go-Round. Nothing was changing so I refused to go anymore. I was on a wait list for DBT but my Mum found Linda and after working with her my life is now happy, bright and I enjoy every day. I went from being anxious and depressed alone at home, to joining a local choir, joining the St. John Ambulance to train for helping at Concerts, being able to help my mum at home and best of all I now have a beautiful relationship. Thank you so much Linda! You truly were sent into my life by God! I will forever be thankful to you!R.R.R”R.M. Bangor, Ireland
“When I got triggered during an intensive workout with my trainer, I told him I can't breath deeply and he was skeptical. He said it's normal and it's hard to breath because of the exercise. One true true thing about it that I learned from Linda Meredith's Depression course Is that Complex PTSD is often mistaken with other symptoms or mental issues like bipolar, ADD etc... Eventually he had to accept it because I was calmly insisting after all breath shortness has passed. I will do the same with my family and friends. Guys, I am just so grateful I have the tools now and that's all that matters. Now I wake up with energy and a clear mind. I have the tools to deal with it. When triggered, I can take action and that's priceless! Linda, I can't thank you enough. ”S.G. Chon Buri, Thailand